What happens when fulfilling a lifelong dream means you have to face one of your biggest nightmares?

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I am an introvert. Big time. 

Don't get me wrong, I can speak up if I have to. When I am at work or passionate about something, I might even raise my voice or get really animated. But crowds? Talking in front of strangers? Being put on the spot? 

Hard pass.

That's why this pesky dream of performing my poetry live in front of actual people was the dream I tried to kill. Seriously, I did the mental version of Rasputin on this dream.   It. Would. Not. Die.

​So I did it. I signed up for a local open mic night where a smattering of hilarious, heartfelt, and wholly talented folks get up to speak, shout, rap, or sing their craft in front of a decent-sized group.

I had to wait 2 hours to perform. Waiting. Sweating. Freaking out until it was my turn.

In the end, I got a lovely intro, a gracious reception and even a little crowd participation. It was an amazing night. And guess what? I'm going to do it again.

That's the thing about fear. It's a bully. Face it. Stand your ground and that sucker crumbles. Amazing.
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So gentle reader, what fear is looming in your life? Are you ready to sucker punch that bully in the gut? I believe in you. Because if this epic introvert can do it, anyone can.

Today I encourage you to take a baby step or a giant leap right forward right in the face of your fear, and more importantly, towards your dream. Can you see me? I'm in the crowd rooting for you.

​Until next time, keep your books close and your poetry books even closer,

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The evidence...
​(Holy crap are YouTube screen captures unflattering)

Here I am performing my poem, "The Next Person to Say They're fine is Getting Slapped" from my book Whisper Screaming in the Middle of a Crowded Room, live at The Utterance in Lake Worth.